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Isincoko selizwe endazalelwa kulo

Ilifa lam... Igama elilula, kodwa elinentsingiselo enzulu. Kulapho ndazalelwa ndakhulela khona, apho ndafunda khona ukuba yile nto ndiyiyo namhlanje. Yindawo apho yonke into ibonakala iqhelekile kwaye inoxolo, kodwa kwangaxeshanye iyamangalisa kwaye inomdla.

Kwilizwe lakowethu, ikona nganye yezitalato inebali, indlu nganye inembali, ihlathi okanye umlambo ngamnye unentsomi. Rhoqo kusasa ndivuka ngokuntyiloza kweentaka kunye nevumba lengca esandul' ukuchetywa, kwaye ngokuhlwa ndijikelezwe yisandi esizolileyo sendalo. Lihlabathi apho isithethe kunye nesimanjemanje sidibana ngendlela ehambelanayo nenhle.

Kodwa ilizwe lam aliyondawo nje. Ngabantu abahlala apha abaneentliziyo ezinkulu nabamkelekileyo, abasoloko bekulungele ukuvula amakhaya abo baze babelane ngolonwabo lobomi. Izitrato ziyaphithizela ngexesha leeholide, kukho izibane ezimibalabala nomculo wesintu. Kukutya okumnandi kunye nevumba lekofu esandula ukwenziwa.

Ilifa lam lindenza ndizive ndikhuselekile kwaye ndikhuselekile, njengokuba ndiziva ndisekhaya. Kulapho ndakhulela khona nentsapho yam nalapho ndafunda khona ukuxabisa izinto ezilula nezibalulekileyo ebomini. Kulapho ndadibana khona nabahlobo bam abasenyongweni kwaye ndenza iinkumbulo endiya kuzigcina ngonaphakade.

Njengoko benditshilo, indawo endazalelwa kuyo ndakhulela kuyo yayinempembelelo enkulu kubuntu bam nakwindlela endilibona ngayo ihlabathi. Njengomntwana, ndandidla ngokuya kumakhulu notatomkhulu, owayehlala kwidolophana ezolileyo phakathi kwendalo, apho ixesha lalibonakala lihamba ngendlela eyahlukileyo. Rhoqo kusasa kwakulisiko ukuya kwiqula elikumbindi welali ukuya kukha amanzi okusela. Endleleni eya kulo mthombo, sadlula kwizindlu ezindala nezingamabhodlo, yaye umoya opholileyo wakusasa wazalisa imiphunga yethu livumba leentyatyambo nohlaza olwalugquma yonke into.

Umzi kamakhulu wawusekupheleni kwelali kwaye unegadi enkulu ezele ziintyatyambo nemifuno. Ngalo lonke ixesha ndifika apho, ndandichitha ixesha egadini, ndihlola yonke imiqolo yeentyatyambo nemifuno yaye ndisezela ivumba elimnandi leentyatyambo ezazindingqongile. Ndandithanda ukubukela ukukhanya kwelanga kudlala kwiintyatyambo zeentyatyambo, ukuguqula igadi ibe ngumboniso wokwenyani wemibala kunye nezibane.

Njengoko ndandikhula, Ndaqalisa ukukuqonda ngakumbi unxibelelwano phakathi kwam nendawo endazalelwa kuyo ndakhulela kuyo. Ndaqalisa ukuyixabisa ngakumbi nangakumbi imeko yoxolo nendalo yaloo lali ndaza ndazenzela abahlobo phakathi kwabemi bayo. Yonke imihla, bendikonwabela ukuhamba kwam kwindalo, ndincoma ubuhle bendawo endihlala kuyo kwaye ndenza abahlobo abatsha. Ngoko ke, ilizwe lakowethu yindawo ezele bubuhle nezithethe, indawo endazalelwa ndakhulela kuyo, yaye ezi ziinkumbulo endiya kuhlala ndizigcina entliziyweni yam.

Ekugqibeleni, ilizwe lam lasekhaya kulapho intliziyo yam ifumana khona uxolo nolonwabo. Yindawo endihlala ndibuyela kuyo ngothando kwaye apho ndiyazi ukuba ndiya kuhlala ndamkelekile. Yindawo endenza ndizive ndiyinxalenye yento yonke kwaye ndidibanise neengcambu zam. Yindawo endiya kuhlala ndiyithanda kwaye ndizidla ngayo.

Ngezantsi, ilifa lam lithetha yonke into kum. Kulapho ndakhulela khona, apho ndafunda khona ukuba yile nto ndiyiyo namhlanje, nalapho bendisoloko ndiziva ndikhuselekile. Ukwazi izithethe nembali yendawo endiphuma kuyo kwazisa ukuzingca nokuxabisa imvelaphi yam. Kwangaxeshanye, ndafumanisa ukuba ilifa lam lingumthombo wenkuthazo kunye nokuyila kum. Yonke imihla ndizama ukufunda ngakumbi ngayo kwaye ndigcine unxibelelwano lwam olomeleleyo nendawo yezinyanya zam.

Kubhekiselwa kulo "njengelifa lam"

Ilizwe lam kulapho ndazalelwa ndakhulela khona, imbombo yehlabathi endiyithandayo nesoloko indinika iimvakalelo ezinamandla zokuzingca nokuba nguthile. Le ndawo yindibaniselwano egqibeleleyo yendalo, isithethe kunye nenkcubeko, eyenza ibe yodwa kwaye ikhethekileyo emehlweni am.

Ndikwindawo yasemaphandleni, idolophu yasekhaya ingqongwe ziintaba namahlathi ashinyeneyo, apho isandi seentaka nevumba leentyatyambo zasendle zidibana kakuhle nomoya omtsha nohlaziyayo. Lo mhlaba we-fairytale uhlala undizisela uxolo kunye noxolo lwangaphakathi, uhlala undinika ithuba lokuphinda ndihlaziye ngamandla afanelekileyo kwaye ndidibanise nendalo.

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Izithethe zasekuhlaleni kunye nezithethe zisagcinwe ngokungcwele ngabemi belizwe lakowethu. Ukususela kwimidaniso yesintu kunye nomculo wesintu, ubugcisa nobugcisa besintu, zonke iinkcukacha zibubutyebi obuxabisekileyo benkcubeko yasekuhlaleni. Minyaka le kwilali yam kukho umnyhadala wesintu apho abantu abaphuma kuzo zonke iilali ezisingqongileyo bahlanganisana ukuze babhiyozele kwaye bagcine amasiko nezithethe zasekuhlaleni.

Ngaphandle kobume nenkcubeko ekhethekileyo, ilizwe lasekhaya likwayindawo endakhulela kuyo nosapho lwam nabahlobo bam bonke ubomi bam. Ndikhumbula kakuhle ubuntwana bam obuchithe phakathi kwindalo, ndidlala nabahlobo kwaye ndihlala ndifumana iindawo ezintsha nezinomdla. Ezi nkumbulo zihlala zizisa uncumo ebusweni bam kwaye zindenza ndizive ndinombulelo ngale ndawo imangalisayo.

Imbali yendawo inokuba yindlela yokuqonda ilifa lethu. Indawo nganye inezithethe zayo, inkcubeko kunye nezithethe ezibonisa imbali kunye nejografi yaloo ndawo. Ngokufunda ngembali kunye nezithethe zendawo yethu, sinokufikelela ekuqondeni ngcono indlela ilifa lethu elisichaphazele kwaye lisichaze ngayo.

Indalo esingqongileyo esazalelwa kuyo saza sakhulela kuyo inokuba nefuthe elinamandla kubume bethu nakwimibono yethu ngehlabathi. Ukusuka kwiinduli zethu kunye neentlambo ukuya kwimilambo kunye namahlathi, yonke inkalo yendawo yethu yendalo inokuba negalelo kwindlela esiziva siqhagamshelwe ngayo kwindawo yethu kunye nabanye abemi bayo.

Okokugqibela, ilifa lethu linokubonwa njengomthombo wenkuthazo yokuyila. Ukusuka kwimibongo ukuya kwipeyinti, ilifa lethu linokuba ngumthombo ongapheliyo wenkuthazo kumagcisa kunye nabayili. Yonke inkalo yelifa lethu, ukusuka kwindalo yendalo ukuya kubantu bendawo kunye nenkcubeko, inokuguqulwa ibe yimisebenzi yobugcisa ebalisa ibali lendawo yethu kwaye iyibhiyozele.

Ukuqukumbela, ilifa lam yindawo echaza ubuni bam kwaye indenza ndizive ndingowalo mhlaba ngenene. Indalo, inkcubeko kunye nabantu abakhethekileyo benza ukuba kube yinto ekhethekileyo kwaye ekhethekileyo emehlweni am, kwaye ndiyazingca ukuyibiza ngokuba likhaya lam.

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Ilizwe lam yindawo endiziva ndingcono kuyo, apho ndifumana khona iingcambu zam nalapho ndiziva ndingowakhona. Ndisengumntwana, ndandiyonwabela inkululeko kunye novuyo lokufumana indawo yonke yelali yam, namadlelo ayo aluhlaza kunye neentyatyambo ezambesa amasimi ngemibala eqaqambileyo neqaqambileyo. Ndakhulela kwindawo edumileyo, apho amasiko nezithethe zazigqalwa zingcwele nalapho abantu babemanyene kwibutho eliqinileyo.

Rhoqo kusasa, ndandivuswa kuntyiloza kweentaka nevumba elimnandi lomoya opholileyo wasentabeni. Ndandikuthanda ukuhamba kwizitrato ezinamatye zelali yam, ndibuka izindlu zamatye ezinophahla olubomvu nokuva amazwi endiwaqhelileyo enkenteza ezindlebeni zam. Kwakungekho mzuzu xa ndiziva ndedwa okanye ndindedwa, ngokuchaseneyo, ndandihlala ndingqongwe ngabantu abandinika uthando lwabo olungenammiselo kunye nenkxaso.

Ukongeza kubuhle bendalo kunye nokuhlaliswa okuhle, ilizwe lam linokuzingca ngembali etyebileyo nenomdla. Icawe endala, eyakhiwe ngokwesitayile semveli, yenye yezikhumbuzo ezindala kule ndawo kunye nophawu lomoya welali yam. Rhoqo ngonyaka ngo-Agasti, kuququzelelwa umbhiyozo omkhulu wokuhlonipha umxhasi wokomoya wecawa, apho abantu bahlanganisana kunye ukuze banandiphe ukutya kwesintu, umculo kunye nemidaniso.

Ilizwe lam apho ndabunjwa njengendoda, apho ndafunda khona ukubaluleka kosapho, ubuhlobo kunye nentlonipho yezithethe nezithethe endazizuza kwizinyanya. Ndiyathanda ukucinga ukuba olu thando kunye nokunamathela kwiindawo zomthonyama kudluliswa ukusuka kwisizukulwana ukuya kwisizukulwana kwaye kusekho abantu abahloniphayo nabathanda ilifa labo. Nangona ndiyishiyile le ndawo ixesha elide, iinkumbulo zam kunye neemvakalelo zam malunga nayo zihlala zingatshintshi kwaye zicacile, kwaye yonke imihla ndikhumbula ngovuyo onke amaxesha endiwachithe apho.

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